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* Saturday, January 21, 2006 *
today was a crazy day.. jacob came over last nite and will be be staying over til tml.. he has indeed grew taller.. lotz.. even taller than my dear small brother ! (even though jacob is a yr younger) o wellz..
and so today marks both mummy and small bro b'day.. hmm.. imagine twelve yrs ago, God gave my mummy a 'wonderful' pressie on her birthday - small bro.. kinda sad in a way.. coz' ever since then, she has to share cake with him.. haha.. o yesh, the whole afternoon was fanatic.. taking care of small bro's birthday party.. well, his final one in pri sch tt ish.. boys are just soo hard to handle.. but actually, not really lar.. i'm quite experienced.. considering that i am extremely strict with small bro.. (o fine, i admit it) me was their photographer.. suffered a few bruises okie ? while they playing in tt tunnel playground, i climbed in lor.. imagine.. a big size gal squeezing herself in a looong slide while wearing a skirt and holding a fragile camera !?! anyway, i'm QUITE young at heart lor.. *smilez
the thing tt made me feel good is tt the boys liked their invitation card tt i wrote and decorated.. AND my mummy appreciated my help for the whole party.. ALSO, as small bro's party is a bowling party, i (of course) made use of this chance to bowl lor.. but hor.. small bro kick my out of his and frenz' lane.. i had to use ANOTHER lane all by myself.. sad case.. but on the bright side, i managed to score a 148 score !!!!!! given tt i had not bowl-ed for such a long while.. *smilez
my small bro is growing up.. dunnoe whether i should be happy for him or notz..
and so today marks both mummy and small bro b'day.. hmm.. imagine twelve yrs ago, God gave my mummy a 'wonderful' pressie on her birthday - small bro.. kinda sad in a way.. coz' ever since then, she has to share cake with him.. haha.. o yesh, the whole afternoon was fanatic.. taking care of small bro's birthday party.. well, his final one in pri sch tt ish.. boys are just soo hard to handle.. but actually, not really lar.. i'm quite experienced.. considering that i am extremely strict with small bro.. (o fine, i admit it) me was their photographer.. suffered a few bruises okie ? while they playing in tt tunnel playground, i climbed in lor.. imagine.. a big size gal squeezing herself in a looong slide while wearing a skirt and holding a fragile camera !?! anyway, i'm QUITE young at heart lor.. *smilez
the thing tt made me feel good is tt the boys liked their invitation card tt i wrote and decorated.. AND my mummy appreciated my help for the whole party.. ALSO, as small bro's party is a bowling party, i (of course) made use of this chance to bowl lor.. but hor.. small bro kick my out of his and frenz' lane.. i had to use ANOTHER lane all by myself.. sad case.. but on the bright side, i managed to score a 148 score !!!!!! given tt i had not bowl-ed for such a long while.. *smilez
my small bro is growing up.. dunnoe whether i should be happy for him or notz..
LittLepiG-iO @ 11:36 PM* Friday, January 20, 2006 *
finally its friday.. my week has been not a nice week. o wells. studies, life at home, choir, everything !? esp my sleep. i feel sooo deprived of sleep.. tis morning, almost breakdown in the morning.. din even bother to look at him !? hmm. i jus realised tt how much i and bio dun link.. the moment bio tut or lect starts, i dread for it to end.. not a good attitude towards studying.. i know.. i know.. i like discovering interesting facts.. but not being forced to learn them.. sad.
good news: i baked mini muffins after dinner.. and it was successful.. but bro say not sweet enuff.. bleah.. tts was the only time i felt happy from within.. doing smething tt i wan to..
wish everyone a happpy weekend.. tml ish small bro b'day.. having party so no going tuanqi.. sad. its treasure hunting.. sad. nItez
good news: i baked mini muffins after dinner.. and it was successful.. but bro say not sweet enuff.. bleah.. tts was the only time i felt happy from within.. doing smething tt i wan to..
wish everyone a happpy weekend.. tml ish small bro b'day.. having party so no going tuanqi.. sad. its treasure hunting.. sad. nItez
LittLepiG-iO @ 11:57 AM* Sunday, January 15, 2006 *
i think i'm going into depression !? well, i dunnoe.. jus sooo tied up wif lotsa stuff.. hmm.. i burnt the tip of my left hand's index and middle finger.. sooo pain lor.. they touched bubbling hot oil can ?! i was deep-frying some banana in left-over-popiah-skin for family's supper.. ouch lor.. soooooooo pain..
for the whole wk, i hav been looking foward to today's tuanqi bbq.. but it has now gone with the wind.. hmm.. i guess tts it..
i am sleepy and tired now.. but there's still work to be done.. owadeva
for the whole wk, i hav been looking foward to today's tuanqi bbq.. but it has now gone with the wind.. hmm.. i guess tts it..
i am sleepy and tired now.. but there's still work to be done.. owadeva
LittLepiG-iO @ 12:35 AM* Monday, January 09, 2006 *
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!
i cant stand it.. HELP !!! head burning.. there's jus soo much thing happening.. i dunn wan to mention anything here.. jus hate it.. guyS.. (yesh, i'm referring to at least 2) and their ego/pride ?! its jus disgusting how tt can affect my whole day's mood and mental-stability.. one is enuff, i dun need TWO.
i seriously need a shoulder to cry on.. piggy, will u be there for me once again ?!
-today-mon-
left sch early for dental appointment. tightened like siao. run some errands at bp plaza. accompany mum to IMM to 'shop' to assist springcleaning. (soo contradicting rite ?)
so much happened in the evening. tt painful sms. bro and mum massive quarrel. (roof almost collapsed)
-yesterday-sun-
nothing much happened in peixun. really NOTHIN. new teacher-> zi jian dao shi. continuous talking and repeating of last few lines of each sentence. for the whole fen ban shi jian. like there was NO class interaction ?! NOPE, NOT A SINGLE SECOND.
slightly sick coz ran in rain. my maid's b'day today. got her a bLack fOrest cake. think she almost cried. bro went back to army with a grumpy mood. really bad. HATE IT.
-the day before-sat-
tuanqi was wad i had been looking forward to. coz din see my solomon peepz for TWO WEEKS. games were fun coz i almost had heart attack from shock. (yes, tt blanket game) me left early to celebrate big bro b'day @ DA PAOLO. he ar, mood swing. HATE IT.
ever since my big bro went to army, i hav this feeling tt i jus gotta step up to lead the family. ESP taking care of my small bro. i soo wanna prove to my parents tt i can do a good job as a daughter, as the temporary lao da. (okie, i'm breaking down now) but during tuanqi, when i sang tt zhu dao wen song, near the ending. rao shu ren. tiny tears flowed. i have been sooo strict wif my small bro tt i hav forgotten to forgive him ! i was like a tooth for a tooth towards him. i hav forgotten he ish jus pri 6. i have forgotten how i treat him when he was a baby. i loved and cared for him so much. how about now ? m i treating him the same as i used to ?! i feel tt i'm such a failure. there was one night when he was rushing to complete his huge stack of hw, i refused to help him coz bforehand i had already reminded and puched him to finish his hw. and i hoped he would learn his lesson and so he stayed up way early into the morning, pass midnight. while i slept. But i could not repeat wad i did tt night onto lastnight. knowing tt his tuition teacher will scream and shout again, i did his chinese compo for him. i dunnoe whether i did the right thing. coz it was midnite le. then he eyes were shutting. his sch work not even done. he complained he could not handle the workload. then how ?!? was i a good sister ?! think i failed.. cant even handle my own schwork, then go and bother 'bout others..
i cant stand it.. HELP !!! head burning.. there's jus soo much thing happening.. i dunn wan to mention anything here.. jus hate it.. guyS.. (yesh, i'm referring to at least 2) and their ego/pride ?! its jus disgusting how tt can affect my whole day's mood and mental-stability.. one is enuff, i dun need TWO.
i seriously need a shoulder to cry on.. piggy, will u be there for me once again ?!
-today-mon-
left sch early for dental appointment. tightened like siao. run some errands at bp plaza. accompany mum to IMM to 'shop' to assist springcleaning. (soo contradicting rite ?)
so much happened in the evening. tt painful sms. bro and mum massive quarrel. (roof almost collapsed)
-yesterday-sun-
nothing much happened in peixun. really NOTHIN. new teacher-> zi jian dao shi. continuous talking and repeating of last few lines of each sentence. for the whole fen ban shi jian. like there was NO class interaction ?! NOPE, NOT A SINGLE SECOND.
slightly sick coz ran in rain. my maid's b'day today. got her a bLack fOrest cake. think she almost cried. bro went back to army with a grumpy mood. really bad. HATE IT.
-the day before-sat-
tuanqi was wad i had been looking forward to. coz din see my solomon peepz for TWO WEEKS. games were fun coz i almost had heart attack from shock. (yes, tt blanket game) me left early to celebrate big bro b'day @ DA PAOLO. he ar, mood swing. HATE IT.
ever since my big bro went to army, i hav this feeling tt i jus gotta step up to lead the family. ESP taking care of my small bro. i soo wanna prove to my parents tt i can do a good job as a daughter, as the temporary lao da. (okie, i'm breaking down now) but during tuanqi, when i sang tt zhu dao wen song, near the ending. rao shu ren. tiny tears flowed. i have been sooo strict wif my small bro tt i hav forgotten to forgive him ! i was like a tooth for a tooth towards him. i hav forgotten he ish jus pri 6. i have forgotten how i treat him when he was a baby. i loved and cared for him so much. how about now ? m i treating him the same as i used to ?! i feel tt i'm such a failure. there was one night when he was rushing to complete his huge stack of hw, i refused to help him coz bforehand i had already reminded and puched him to finish his hw. and i hoped he would learn his lesson and so he stayed up way early into the morning, pass midnight. while i slept. But i could not repeat wad i did tt night onto lastnight. knowing tt his tuition teacher will scream and shout again, i did his chinese compo for him. i dunnoe whether i did the right thing. coz it was midnite le. then he eyes were shutting. his sch work not even done. he complained he could not handle the workload. then how ?!? was i a good sister ?! think i failed.. cant even handle my own schwork, then go and bother 'bout others..
LittLepiG-iO @ 11:26 PM* Thursday, January 05, 2006 *
yikes !! its only the 3rd day of sch in 2006 ? wellz, there's good and bad.. which shld i type first ? okie, the bad first.. (but i'm not a sad-dist..) i'm missing kAili soooo much.. everyday, i go sch aimlessly.. not even jus to see my eye-candy.. coz.. a part of me ish gone.. really, its the first time i felt liddat bfore.. soo helpless.. i am utterly depressed.. o dear.. :(
okie, now the good one.. A'Level ish not soo near YET.. haha.. hmm.. i jus cant find that key to start up my hardworking engine..
anyway, hope everyone is coping well.. cant wait to see u pple tis sat @ tuan qi !!
okie, now the good one.. A'Level ish not soo near YET.. haha.. hmm.. i jus cant find that key to start up my hardworking engine..
anyway, hope everyone is coping well.. cant wait to see u pple tis sat @ tuan qi !!
LittLepiG-iO @ 9:58 PM* Monday, January 02, 2006 *
yikes !! sch reopens tml !!!! ar.. i am soo NOT looking forward.. coz.. my holiday assignments are NOT done.. o dears.. minhai, ur fault lar.. din help me.. bleahz..
but on another note, i rather it to jus faster and be done over.. haiz.. too much holidays also no good.. hmm.. bro was in such a bad temper.. hate the way he acted.. or should i say behave.. i cant say whether its due to the stress from the army.. but.. haiz.. how would i know !? silly..
but on another note, i rather it to jus faster and be done over.. haiz.. too much holidays also no good.. hmm.. bro was in such a bad temper.. hate the way he acted.. or should i say behave.. i cant say whether its due to the stress from the army.. but.. haiz.. how would i know !? silly..
LittLepiG-iO @ 11:58 AM* Sunday, January 01, 2006 *
hAppy nEw yEar !! me jus got home.. it was a nice trip.. wun say much here.. coz eyes are closing any second.. anyway, wish everybody hav a peaceful year ahead :) for God has plans for each and everyone of us.. *smilez..
LittLepiG-iO @ 11:57 PM