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* Friday, June 30, 2006 *
rEjoice with me !!!
eXams are O-V-E-R !!!!!!!
i can tell u assuringly that the papers WERE not done well.. well, what can i say for study last minute ? seriously, like only 2 days before ? esp for bio.. o wellz, but i'm thankful le.. for God being my pillar of strength.. if not for Him, i wouldn't have pushed myself a bit more.. if not for Him, i wouldn't even have the guts to go to sch !!
speaking of SCHOOL, haiz.. some pple couldnt recognise me.. biggest joke -> my chem teacher asked me if i had a "BAD FALL".. (maybe it is coz' my jaw is still a little blueblack) hahhaha.. and she went about asking why i went for operation at this time of j2 yr and what was the reason for undergoing such operation.. ok, i understand she is concern.. but her tone seemed in disapproval of me going for such operation.. but why discuss about that when i have already went for the op ?! haha.. well, the only good thing of going back to sch is to appreciate and enjoy the company of my friends AND see my eye-candy(s)..
suddenly, it seems like going to sch and being forced to study is a positive thing afterall.. it is almost impossible to stay at home to seriously study..
NEXT monday is a holiday !!!! yeah.. loooong weekend.. and i am soooo deprived of shoppping.. someone PLEASE bring me to shop ?! puh-leese........ :D
eXams are O-V-E-R !!!!!!!
i can tell u assuringly that the papers WERE not done well.. well, what can i say for study last minute ? seriously, like only 2 days before ? esp for bio.. o wellz, but i'm thankful le.. for God being my pillar of strength.. if not for Him, i wouldn't have pushed myself a bit more.. if not for Him, i wouldn't even have the guts to go to sch !!
speaking of SCHOOL, haiz.. some pple couldnt recognise me.. biggest joke -> my chem teacher asked me if i had a "BAD FALL".. (maybe it is coz' my jaw is still a little blueblack) hahhaha.. and she went about asking why i went for operation at this time of j2 yr and what was the reason for undergoing such operation.. ok, i understand she is concern.. but her tone seemed in disapproval of me going for such operation.. but why discuss about that when i have already went for the op ?! haha.. well, the only good thing of going back to sch is to appreciate and enjoy the company of my friends AND see my eye-candy(s)..
suddenly, it seems like going to sch and being forced to study is a positive thing afterall.. it is almost impossible to stay at home to seriously study..
NEXT monday is a holiday !!!! yeah.. loooong weekend.. and i am soooo deprived of shoppping.. someone PLEASE bring me to shop ?! puh-leese........ :D
LittLepiG-iO @ 9:36 PM* Monday, June 19, 2006 *
i can talk !!!!! i can talk !!!!! i can talk !!!!!
o gosh, i'm extremely happpppy.. it took me a while to find my voice.. seriously !! and since my jaw muscle hav not moved for past 3 weeks, it hurts when i attempt to open my mouth.. initially, i thought my lower jaw is gonna drop lor.. and i begin learning how to eat all over again.. like a baby.. i went plaza with mum to eat lunch.. it took me a while to use the straw and suck the drink up.. it took me a while to hold the chopsticks.. a while to aim the spoon of porridege into my mouth without spilling it out onto my lipz.. haiz.. patience.. real patience..
as i mentioned earlier.. a part below my lower lip remains numb and so if my food/drink were to drip out of mouth, i wont even know it did unless i reflect myself in the mirror.. yupz.. doc said i hav a year to regain my sense of feel.. if after a year and i still dont feel anything, its gone.. *gulpz..
at the moment, i'm sticking to food that require no biting.. i dont want to dis-align my jaw.. i pop a mini chocolate malt ball into my mouth and let it melt.. boy did it taste nice !! haha.. doc say i gonna exercise my jaw moment.. and by next appointment (next mon), she want to be able to insert three fingers into my mouth !!! she's CRAZY !!!
about my voice.. i was extremely delighted to hear my voice !! haiz.. i miss it soooo much.. and apparently, my pronounciation is more precise and my accent is like an American's.. haha.. mum feels it is like the old days in america.. where i was chubby with fats and had american accent.. haha.. well, it disappeared when we returned to s'pore.. influential singlish can be..
it feels great to be able to voice myself.. really.. but it hurts.. but hey !! what's a gain without pain !?
o gosh, i'm extremely happpppy.. it took me a while to find my voice.. seriously !! and since my jaw muscle hav not moved for past 3 weeks, it hurts when i attempt to open my mouth.. initially, i thought my lower jaw is gonna drop lor.. and i begin learning how to eat all over again.. like a baby.. i went plaza with mum to eat lunch.. it took me a while to use the straw and suck the drink up.. it took me a while to hold the chopsticks.. a while to aim the spoon of porridege into my mouth without spilling it out onto my lipz.. haiz.. patience.. real patience..
as i mentioned earlier.. a part below my lower lip remains numb and so if my food/drink were to drip out of mouth, i wont even know it did unless i reflect myself in the mirror.. yupz.. doc said i hav a year to regain my sense of feel.. if after a year and i still dont feel anything, its gone.. *gulpz..
at the moment, i'm sticking to food that require no biting.. i dont want to dis-align my jaw.. i pop a mini chocolate malt ball into my mouth and let it melt.. boy did it taste nice !! haha.. doc say i gonna exercise my jaw moment.. and by next appointment (next mon), she want to be able to insert three fingers into my mouth !!! she's CRAZY !!!
about my voice.. i was extremely delighted to hear my voice !! haiz.. i miss it soooo much.. and apparently, my pronounciation is more precise and my accent is like an American's.. haha.. mum feels it is like the old days in america.. where i was chubby with fats and had american accent.. haha.. well, it disappeared when we returned to s'pore.. influential singlish can be..
it feels great to be able to voice myself.. really.. but it hurts.. but hey !! what's a gain without pain !?
LittLepiG-iO @ 11:23 PM* Saturday, June 17, 2006 *
after fetching dad from the airport and big bro from campsite, family proceeded to causeway's crystal jade for dinner.. and so i was there, sitting at the table like a brat.. not touching the food on the table, not engaging myself in family conversation and instead, was playing game on the handphone at the table.. wondered how others felt about my action.. seriously, i would classify such action as a brat's.. a spoilt one.. but what can i do ? i cant talk. i cant possibly stare at my parents and bros, watching them gobble down delicious food rite ? haiz.. i 'told' my dad (via typing msg on the hp) that i sat there to 'give him face' if not i would hav gone to shop around.. and he smiled.. so means he appreciate it.. :)
seriously, it isnt easy to watch pple to eat.. esp when your fav pastime is to eat..
this post-operation experience that i'm undergoing has some impact on me.. i mean.. it allows me to reconsider working in the health sector in the future.. now that i have a feel of the pain and difficulties that pple face when they cant sleep, cant talk, cant eat.. and i have learnt that a great amt of patience is required when one faces such people.. (which i feel God is teaching my family members to have patience with me)
mum is consistantly reminding me to study hard and get into a local uni.. she says she will be lonely if i go overseas.. but does local uni health sector have a future ? hmm.. and i feel guilty coz i have not been revising as hard as i should for my mid yrs.. seriously, i doze off so easily everytime i begin to read seriously.. i think it has to do with my energy level.. seriously, based on my food intakes' amt of nutrition (if it ever has any), its only sufficent for me to do simple movements.. haiz.. which teacher would accept that as an explanation for poor results ? excuse is the word they would say.. but.. its really difficult for me to concentrate.. not enuff glucose ?
seriously, it isnt easy to watch pple to eat.. esp when your fav pastime is to eat..
this post-operation experience that i'm undergoing has some impact on me.. i mean.. it allows me to reconsider working in the health sector in the future.. now that i have a feel of the pain and difficulties that pple face when they cant sleep, cant talk, cant eat.. and i have learnt that a great amt of patience is required when one faces such people.. (which i feel God is teaching my family members to have patience with me)
mum is consistantly reminding me to study hard and get into a local uni.. she says she will be lonely if i go overseas.. but does local uni health sector have a future ? hmm.. and i feel guilty coz i have not been revising as hard as i should for my mid yrs.. seriously, i doze off so easily everytime i begin to read seriously.. i think it has to do with my energy level.. seriously, based on my food intakes' amt of nutrition (if it ever has any), its only sufficent for me to do simple movements.. haiz.. which teacher would accept that as an explanation for poor results ? excuse is the word they would say.. but.. its really difficult for me to concentrate.. not enuff glucose ?
LittLepiG-iO @ 12:15 AM* Thursday, June 15, 2006 *
its a blessing to be able to talk.. that is one impt lesson i learn from tis operation..
its a blessing to have a bunch of close-knit friends.. my dear solomon class in particular..
today is such a beautiful day.. it doesnt seem such a big matter when you get to see each other every weekend.. but i hav learnt that actually, it can be a really huge matter !! for almost three wks, i have not seen you pple.. and boy i really miss you all !!!!!!!!!!! seeing you pple at my house, spending time together was something i would never trade anything else for.. the feeling is wonderful.. really.. really thank you pple for taking time to gather at my house.. (understanding my inconvience) :)
*muacks..
as some of you may hav noticed that my right side is more swollen than the left.. pls continue to pray for it.. pray for the swelling to subside smoothly with the return of the sense of feeling.. yes, some parts are still temporary numb.. cant feel any feeling when i touch it.. pray the nerve will function soon.. well, curious for the reason ? the doc only said that they saw the major nerve on the right not the left (wadeva that means) and the right side lost more blood than the left.. so that explains the unequal swelling ? haha..
mum says i currently look like when i was 3 yrs old.. chubby with fats and all.. haha..
i'm really delighted to see you pple after such a loooong while.. *muacks *muacks
its a blessing to have a bunch of close-knit friends.. my dear solomon class in particular..
today is such a beautiful day.. it doesnt seem such a big matter when you get to see each other every weekend.. but i hav learnt that actually, it can be a really huge matter !! for almost three wks, i have not seen you pple.. and boy i really miss you all !!!!!!!!!!! seeing you pple at my house, spending time together was something i would never trade anything else for.. the feeling is wonderful.. really.. really thank you pple for taking time to gather at my house.. (understanding my inconvience) :)
*muacks..
as some of you may hav noticed that my right side is more swollen than the left.. pls continue to pray for it.. pray for the swelling to subside smoothly with the return of the sense of feeling.. yes, some parts are still temporary numb.. cant feel any feeling when i touch it.. pray the nerve will function soon.. well, curious for the reason ? the doc only said that they saw the major nerve on the right not the left (wadeva that means) and the right side lost more blood than the left.. so that explains the unequal swelling ? haha..
mum says i currently look like when i was 3 yrs old.. chubby with fats and all.. haha..
i'm really delighted to see you pple after such a loooong while.. *muacks *muacks
LittLepiG-iO @ 11:09 PM* Tuesday, June 13, 2006 *
i'm happy today.. but wasnt yesterday..
yesterday, clumsy small bro of mine sent my piggy magnet smaashing/cruuuushing (whatever word to use) all the way down to the ground.. my mum bought it all the way from LA, USA just last week !! and i felt it was a pity if i dont show it off on the fridge.. who would expect the itchy fingers of a gentically-related homosapien to fumble with it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was just nearby when i heard the breaking sound.. i broke down.. screamed all i could (difficult to do so when your mouth is tied tgt).. forced tears out.. it wasnt a nice day..
today.. dozed off dunnoe how many times while trying to read a pathetic paragraph.. (yesh, i'm trying to revise) i decided to go tuition today.. well, a 'public appearance'.. not that i have not shown myself too the chinatown market pple, bb plaza pple, bangkit pple.. but this is to a group of pple whom i know.. but all went well.. was scared that my bladder would let me down.. anyway, the highlight of the day - i saw a letter ADDRESSED TO ME on my desk.. was super-de-duper happy to see my dear solomon pple messages.. aww.. piggy miss you all too.. :)
jus wanna let you know that i'm fine.. much better as i now have the energy to do things.. dont worry too much about me.. i'm getting better !! (shall be positively charged..) haha
yesterday, clumsy small bro of mine sent my piggy magnet smaashing/cruuuushing (whatever word to use) all the way down to the ground.. my mum bought it all the way from LA, USA just last week !! and i felt it was a pity if i dont show it off on the fridge.. who would expect the itchy fingers of a gentically-related homosapien to fumble with it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was just nearby when i heard the breaking sound.. i broke down.. screamed all i could (difficult to do so when your mouth is tied tgt).. forced tears out.. it wasnt a nice day..
today.. dozed off dunnoe how many times while trying to read a pathetic paragraph.. (yesh, i'm trying to revise) i decided to go tuition today.. well, a 'public appearance'.. not that i have not shown myself too the chinatown market pple, bb plaza pple, bangkit pple.. but this is to a group of pple whom i know.. but all went well.. was scared that my bladder would let me down.. anyway, the highlight of the day - i saw a letter ADDRESSED TO ME on my desk.. was super-de-duper happy to see my dear solomon pple messages.. aww.. piggy miss you all too.. :)
jus wanna let you know that i'm fine.. much better as i now have the energy to do things.. dont worry too much about me.. i'm getting better !! (shall be positively charged..) haha
LittLepiG-iO @ 11:55 AM* Monday, June 12, 2006 *
once again.. a disappointment.. when i woke up today, something in me told me already that the rubberband will not be removed today.. o wells.. only stitches were removed..
its irritating to be unable to get my message across !! dont just complain that its tiring trying to understand what i'm talking about. ask yourself, who's more at the losing end ? its ME !! so, just SHUTUP for goodness sake..
its irritating to be unable to get my message across !! dont just complain that its tiring trying to understand what i'm talking about. ask yourself, who's more at the losing end ? its ME !! so, just SHUTUP for goodness sake..
LittLepiG-iO @ 1:33 PM* Saturday, June 10, 2006 *
at the moment, i'm doing a facial mask.. hehe.. due to the swelling, i cant ''scrub'' my face properly so i decided to do a peel-off type of facial mask to remove died skin, white heads, prevent pimples from appearing etc..
you know, i was thinking.. is there any world record for the longest time to NOT talk.. every single family member of mine claims that the house is sooo much quieter now.. which indirectly points at me for being the loud mouth of the hse !! o wells.. so, i have not talked for 164hrs (and counting) already.. you may wan to try to break my record.. (which you're bound to lose.. hehe) anyway, there's good and bad for being mute all the time.. you get to avoid certain discussion which you're unwilling to feedback.. but you also dont succeed in getting your message across.. bummer :
okie.. i think that's all for now.. nItez
you know, i was thinking.. is there any world record for the longest time to NOT talk.. every single family member of mine claims that the house is sooo much quieter now.. which indirectly points at me for being the loud mouth of the hse !! o wells.. so, i have not talked for 164hrs (and counting) already.. you may wan to try to break my record.. (which you're bound to lose.. hehe) anyway, there's good and bad for being mute all the time.. you get to avoid certain discussion which you're unwilling to feedback.. but you also dont succeed in getting your message across.. bummer :
okie.. i think that's all for now.. nItez
LittLepiG-iO @ 9:42 PM* Thursday, June 08, 2006 *
today marks a WHOLE week after my jaw operation !! don't ask me if it seemed fast or not.. main reason.. I HAVE YET TO START STARTING FOR MID-YRS.. there you go..
a big thank you to those who have prayed for me.. for the past two nights, i was able to sleep thru' out the whole night !! Praise the Lord !! it feels like my body is back to normal.. yupz.. and i now have more energy to do things.. don't have to lie down every now and then..
BUT my teeth is still tied tgt.. means i am still on a liquid diet.. the only difference now is that i feed on grinded, diluted porridge.. i use a syringe to force it into my mouth then i suck it thru my teeth.. it was difficult the first time.. but i'm getting used to it.. let me tell you.. it is a blessing to have a tongue and a jaw that is able to open !!! you won't know what you miss out til you 'suffer' like me.. anyway.. i will try not to say i'm suffering but more like i'm dieting.. it sounds nicer that way.. hehe.. so after monday's dental appointment, i was devastated when doc said it wasn't the time to remove the rubberband thing yet.. but thx to aLLy's reminder, i was comforted.. she msged me "in His time, He makes all things beautiful.." before then, i can confessed that i was LosT and forgot about His Wonders and His flawless planning due to some recent events.. but !! i'm found now !! yeah..
my next dental appointment is next monday.. and i shall be glad in whatever the outcome is.. o yar.. i forgot to mention that my sweeling has gone down although there is still more to sunside.. but hey !! at least i look more of a fat-in-the-face person than a hippo-faced person.. haha.. what difference do they make ? haha silly me.. but i am satisfied with my progress.. *smiles
a big thank you to those who have prayed for me.. for the past two nights, i was able to sleep thru' out the whole night !! Praise the Lord !! it feels like my body is back to normal.. yupz.. and i now have more energy to do things.. don't have to lie down every now and then..
BUT my teeth is still tied tgt.. means i am still on a liquid diet.. the only difference now is that i feed on grinded, diluted porridge.. i use a syringe to force it into my mouth then i suck it thru my teeth.. it was difficult the first time.. but i'm getting used to it.. let me tell you.. it is a blessing to have a tongue and a jaw that is able to open !!! you won't know what you miss out til you 'suffer' like me.. anyway.. i will try not to say i'm suffering but more like i'm dieting.. it sounds nicer that way.. hehe.. so after monday's dental appointment, i was devastated when doc said it wasn't the time to remove the rubberband thing yet.. but thx to aLLy's reminder, i was comforted.. she msged me "in His time, He makes all things beautiful.." before then, i can confessed that i was LosT and forgot about His Wonders and His flawless planning due to some recent events.. but !! i'm found now !! yeah..
my next dental appointment is next monday.. and i shall be glad in whatever the outcome is.. o yar.. i forgot to mention that my sweeling has gone down although there is still more to sunside.. but hey !! at least i look more of a fat-in-the-face person than a hippo-faced person.. haha.. what difference do they make ? haha silly me.. but i am satisfied with my progress.. *smiles
LittLepiG-iO @ 11:05 AM* Sunday, June 04, 2006 *
swollen face o me.. haiz all i can sign..
(no literature involved here.. i sux in it)
anyway, my swollen-ness is still here and wont be gone anytime soon.. have to give it a few more weeks bahz.. but slowly it is subsiding.. shall be glad in it.. my neck is heavy, cant lift my head up properly.. o wellz.. but i'm going for checkup tml, hopefully the rubberband may be removed.. my jaw is aching from not moving..
lastnight's sleep was much better.. not much of a nose-block problem.. but more of cant sleep problem.. i just dont get it.. the moment i close my eyes, i think about things that causes my mind to race when i wan it to slow down.. it really is beyond description.. and in the end, i break out in sweat.. when i am actually sleeping in an air-conditioned room !! and i always seem to be out of breath when i 'wake up'.. haiz.. i amd still unsure if this problem has anything to do with the GA that i underwent during the operation.. hmm.. weird.. at least for last night, i woke up less frequent.. shall continue to pray..
do take care ;) i better start studying for mid-years..
p.s. since now i'm on a liquid diet, guess how frequent do i go to the toilet in an hour ? this liquid diet is just a can of extremely sweet liquid that is said to be of a balanced diet.. it has the neccessary proteins, fats etc.. haiz.. extremely sweet lor.. luckily, i can take it.. i still think chocolate is still the best.. haha.. and i have lost weight !! haha.. opz.
(no literature involved here.. i sux in it)
anyway, my swollen-ness is still here and wont be gone anytime soon.. have to give it a few more weeks bahz.. but slowly it is subsiding.. shall be glad in it.. my neck is heavy, cant lift my head up properly.. o wellz.. but i'm going for checkup tml, hopefully the rubberband may be removed.. my jaw is aching from not moving..
lastnight's sleep was much better.. not much of a nose-block problem.. but more of cant sleep problem.. i just dont get it.. the moment i close my eyes, i think about things that causes my mind to race when i wan it to slow down.. it really is beyond description.. and in the end, i break out in sweat.. when i am actually sleeping in an air-conditioned room !! and i always seem to be out of breath when i 'wake up'.. haiz.. i amd still unsure if this problem has anything to do with the GA that i underwent during the operation.. hmm.. weird.. at least for last night, i woke up less frequent.. shall continue to pray..
do take care ;) i better start studying for mid-years..
p.s. since now i'm on a liquid diet, guess how frequent do i go to the toilet in an hour ? this liquid diet is just a can of extremely sweet liquid that is said to be of a balanced diet.. it has the neccessary proteins, fats etc.. haiz.. extremely sweet lor.. luckily, i can take it.. i still think chocolate is still the best.. haha.. and i have lost weight !! haha.. opz.
LittLepiG-iO @ 9:40 PM* Saturday, June 03, 2006 *
my jaw is extremely swollen.. like a hippothemus face.. i have learnt my lesson.. but too bad, i made the decision.. hospital life is horrible.. what i though would be in the morning after dozing off (around 10am), was only 12 midnite.. then after such a hard time to doze back off, woke up and realised the sky is still black.. not any where near 6am !!! arg.. i was sooo happy that the doc allowed me to discharged on fri, but dad insist i stay on another day !! luckily, i left that horrible place on fri.. thx for all your prayers..
jus a few more things to pray for.. i hope my swellings go down asap, cant imagine going back to sch with such a swollen face.. and about my night time sleeping, pray that my nose won't get block.. i can only breathe with my nose, and coz some blood are clotted inside, sometimes (actually everynight) i breathe with difficulty at night. this problem adds on to my cant-sleep-at-nite problem.. also, i cant have proper dreams.. the thoughts that fly in and out of my brain is torturous.. and thus, i cant slp properly at nite.. haiz.. pls pray for me..
on monday, i will going back for a checkup, hopefullly, i can remove the rubberband that is tying my mouth tgt.. it will be a lot easier to eat and maintain.. coz now, my teeth are tied up, my tongue to 'locked' at the back and i depend on a liquid diet which is ultra sweet and i have to brush etc.. pls pray for me..
jus a few more things to pray for.. i hope my swellings go down asap, cant imagine going back to sch with such a swollen face.. and about my night time sleeping, pray that my nose won't get block.. i can only breathe with my nose, and coz some blood are clotted inside, sometimes (actually everynight) i breathe with difficulty at night. this problem adds on to my cant-sleep-at-nite problem.. also, i cant have proper dreams.. the thoughts that fly in and out of my brain is torturous.. and thus, i cant slp properly at nite.. haiz.. pls pray for me..
on monday, i will going back for a checkup, hopefullly, i can remove the rubberband that is tying my mouth tgt.. it will be a lot easier to eat and maintain.. coz now, my teeth are tied up, my tongue to 'locked' at the back and i depend on a liquid diet which is ultra sweet and i have to brush etc.. pls pray for me..
LittLepiG-iO @ 9:21 AM