the matter has been resolved.. welll, almost..
He works in ways we cannot see.. He talked to me through ally.. that tuanqi session (with only two of us) really saved me.. :)

so.. today we celebrated rAcial hArmony dAy in cJ !!!! and actually, if i recall correctly, i was looking forward to this day while lying on that hospital bed.. yupz.. my wish came true.. i could take lotsa lotsa photos without bothering how obvious my extended jaw will be.. though still chubby, i enjoyed my day !!! during break time, there was this bunch of boys (note the word used) (j1 must be) called out loud "another da chang jin" when i walked past them.. and i simply look in their direction and gave them a rolling eyeballs look.. haha.. who cares.. and apparently, i saw only ONE other student in korean costume. anyway.. i took many many nice nice photos.. very happy happy..