today is clean-up-my-room day.. let me tell you smething.. it wasnt pleasant..

first of all, i didnt know i had so much junk.. and neither did i realise i had sooo many magazines and music cds.. esp those mandarin pop artists' cds, concert dvds etc.. and boy was i shock to see how much junk i was able to keep over the years in such a small storage area.. haiz.. you can say i am quite ''attached'' to certain stuffs.. like i even kept pri sch diaries, artwork and letters between me and ailing.. and i had to throw them all away.. but i m glad that i made used of them to make ailing a scrapbk last year for her birthday.. yeah.. and of course, there were many more to be thrown away stuffs..

i had to think at the age of 21, do i still want all these stuffs.. well, that helped a little.. but...

i had to clear my stuffs not only because my room is becoming a pig sty cum store room but also coz' i will be in aussie land soon and i cant possibly leave my room the way it is now am i right ? so that is where i realised that i spent lots n lots of money on magazines where my handsome hunks are on the cover and their albums and concert dvds.. haiz.. i had to keep them all nicely into a box (i made sure i didnt use those brown boxes for moving house but rather transparent kind.. coz the latter would give pple (or at least i feel would give pple) a reminder that i still exist and the room is still mine !! ) haha.. so reluctant to leave my room in the care of another person..

these few days i have been treasuring every single moment i sleep on my bed.. i would definately miss my bed and the things on it.. arg.. smetimes i tell myself this - i have only myself to blame for such outcome.. having the need to go overseas coz i din study hard enuff to get accepted into a local uni.. haiz.. hAaiiiiizz~~

nevermind.. i will try to look on the brightside.. new environment + new experience + new friends = grow thicker (and tougher) skin.. hahahhahahhahha..

okie nitez.. i'm tired..