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* Monday, December 17, 2007 *
okie.. i better sleep soon.. 11.30pm already..
my stuffs are packed already.. =) but just some minor stuffs to be taken care of just before i go.. i am very satisfied with my packing-the-wine-in-suitcase skill..
o yar !! i calculated the amount spent on the stuffs.. o my.. it is three digits and the first digit is not 1 nor 2.. haiz.. but every item quite ok price leh.. mayb because i bought pressie for b'days too.. hmm.. and the chocolates.. hmm..
i reallly pray that the baggage does NOT exceed the weight limit >.<
o yar, when i was packing, i suddenly realised that i forgot one item which was meant for small bro.. haiz.. tomorrow early morning better go and get it sia.. then class start at 9am.. lecture one hour.. practical 3 hours til 1pm.. then hav to rush back etc..
i'm glad to announce that the joy of going home is IN me now !! simply because i listened to my alltime favourite christmas ''carol''-All I Want For Christmas Is You.. and when i saw an airplane flew over my head and i recalled the "I Want To Go Home'' feeling that i always had..
o yupz.. nitezz..
p.s. i'm drinking this one litre soyamilk which i jus bought just now.. must finish it before i leave.. haha.. one litre.. hahha.. *bonkers*
my stuffs are packed already.. =) but just some minor stuffs to be taken care of just before i go.. i am very satisfied with my packing-the-wine-in-suitcase skill..
o yar !! i calculated the amount spent on the stuffs.. o my.. it is three digits and the first digit is not 1 nor 2.. haiz.. but every item quite ok price leh.. mayb because i bought pressie for b'days too.. hmm.. and the chocolates.. hmm..
i reallly pray that the baggage does NOT exceed the weight limit >.<
o yar, when i was packing, i suddenly realised that i forgot one item which was meant for small bro.. haiz.. tomorrow early morning better go and get it sia.. then class start at 9am.. lecture one hour.. practical 3 hours til 1pm.. then hav to rush back etc..
i'm glad to announce that the joy of going home is IN me now !! simply because i listened to my alltime favourite christmas ''carol''-All I Want For Christmas Is You.. and when i saw an airplane flew over my head and i recalled the "I Want To Go Home'' feeling that i always had..
o yupz.. nitezz..
p.s. i'm drinking this one litre soyamilk which i jus bought just now.. must finish it before i leave.. haha.. one litre.. hahha.. *bonkers*
LittLepiG-iO @ 8:29 PMyikes !! i'm spending toooo much money !! haha..
after breakfast i went to the kensington colleges to apply for room.. and guess what ? the counter understood that i need my quiet silence atmosphere and gave me this bigger room that is rather quiet.. =) God is watching over me =)
then with proper time planning, i went to toys r us the SECOND time to get something for my bros.. tupid lar, dont say earlier.. make me waste bus fare.. not that cheap le.. but at least it isnt too far.. basically, he say spore dont have.. then i say if i dont go n buy today and risk maybe seeing it at the airport.. he say anything lor.. but you know me.. love my brothers sooo much.. haha.. GEGE, you own me one.. (own me money too..) do you know he bought a ps3 ? crazy right ? waiting for me to play with them.. yea =) actually, they are waiting for my sponsorship in terms of dollars and cents.. haha..
last night slept really late.. chatted with bros, mal, lijein =) and watched a little youtube.. haha..
so the plans for later would be lunch -> start packing up.. around 4pm, shall go to the nursing home to say bye to my grandpa and the supermarket to get some groceries to bring back..
seriously, i am gonna calculate how much i spent and take a photo of all things that i bought.. haha..
after breakfast i went to the kensington colleges to apply for room.. and guess what ? the counter understood that i need my quiet silence atmosphere and gave me this bigger room that is rather quiet.. =) God is watching over me =)
then with proper time planning, i went to toys r us the SECOND time to get something for my bros.. tupid lar, dont say earlier.. make me waste bus fare.. not that cheap le.. but at least it isnt too far.. basically, he say spore dont have.. then i say if i dont go n buy today and risk maybe seeing it at the airport.. he say anything lor.. but you know me.. love my brothers sooo much.. haha.. GEGE, you own me one.. (own me money too..) do you know he bought a ps3 ? crazy right ? waiting for me to play with them.. yea =) actually, they are waiting for my sponsorship in terms of dollars and cents.. haha..
last night slept really late.. chatted with bros, mal, lijein =) and watched a little youtube.. haha..
so the plans for later would be lunch -> start packing up.. around 4pm, shall go to the nursing home to say bye to my grandpa and the supermarket to get some groceries to bring back..
seriously, i am gonna calculate how much i spent and take a photo of all things that i bought.. haha..
LittLepiG-iO @ 9:00 AM* Sunday, December 16, 2007 *
shopping in the afternoon was crazy.. basically, i was supposed to get some stuffs right.. so i concentrated on three mega stores (like giant kind.. hav everything except for fresh food).. then all on different floor.. in order to get better quality and better price, i went up down up down.. going in each store a few times.. then forget which store i saw a particular item.. then when i thought i went to the correct one, *buzzer sound*, i was wrong.. haha..
it was fun pushing the massive trolley.. but it felt weird.. i dont know why.. then when i look around, i realise there were families all around.. (yes, the whole mall was crowded.. and i still managed to carry a huge container totally filled (for easier carrying purpose) with chocolates and 3 x 1.7 kg beer brewing mixture !! and took a bus home) back to the families thing, it was the dads and mums pushing the trolley and i was i, a cute teenager girl pushing the trolley.. (dont laugh at the c word.. where are your manners ? haha.. ) then i remember how mum and i would go ntuc shopping.. haiz.. the trolley.. the getting of food.. the loading n unloading.. o wellz..
so yar, spent a bomb.. heck lar.. i work so hard then cannot spend.. anyway, i rejected the offer to continue working for my second half of summer le.. really dedicated to study =) afterall, it is only 5 weeks.. people, tell me it is only 5 weeks.. and that i can conquer that 5 weeks =) o yar, there is NO WORK tomorrow meaning tonight was my LAST SHIFT !!! yeah.. haha.. also means no more extra money.. =( nevermind.. sure dad n mum dun mind giving me a little just for the 5 weeks.. (right mummy daddy ???) hmm.. wonder if they still read this blog.. i know they read once or twice a few months ago..
the only thing i m afraid now is exceeding in the luggage weight.. haha..
o yar, peter from church offered to give me a lift to the airport !!!! good eh ? i was planning to take the bus initially (save money) but he insist after all he is free that day.. dun think too far.. he is jus my bible study leader.. so i dun have to rush like a mad dog after bio practical on tuesday.. i hav pract til 1pm and my flight is at 5pm. and i hav to reach airport two hours before.. if i take bus, i will have to leave house ealier since the bus ride is one hour approx.. actually it is really near.. but the traffic may be unpredictable.. so yupz..
just a little thing to share.. i was showering and i realised how much God has helped me over the past few days.. from small little things to bigger ones.. i 'm really thankful Lord.. jus like how i was worried how to pack the wine in my suitcase, making sure it doesnt break and stain my clothes.. and today when i was looking at my plastic container, i saw this keep-chill bag that can be used for wine.. and it was on discount.. haha.. so it is definately (hopefully) strong enuff to protect the wine.. =) and also, the wine that i anyhow buy a few days ago happened to be the one my dad wants.. he only told me last night what kind of wine he wants.. telepathy ? haha.. shh.. but he dont know that i bought a wine for him already.. o yar, did i tell you that i made a video for him for his birthday ? haha.. that was last week of november lar.. now summer session where got time to do such stuffs ? other than youtube-ing ? >.< haha..
shower song of the day: "Lord, You are always here with me..........."
it was fun pushing the massive trolley.. but it felt weird.. i dont know why.. then when i look around, i realise there were families all around.. (yes, the whole mall was crowded.. and i still managed to carry a huge container totally filled (for easier carrying purpose) with chocolates and 3 x 1.7 kg beer brewing mixture !! and took a bus home) back to the families thing, it was the dads and mums pushing the trolley and i was i, a cute teenager girl pushing the trolley.. (dont laugh at the c word.. where are your manners ? haha.. ) then i remember how mum and i would go ntuc shopping.. haiz.. the trolley.. the getting of food.. the loading n unloading.. o wellz..
so yar, spent a bomb.. heck lar.. i work so hard then cannot spend.. anyway, i rejected the offer to continue working for my second half of summer le.. really dedicated to study =) afterall, it is only 5 weeks.. people, tell me it is only 5 weeks.. and that i can conquer that 5 weeks =) o yar, there is NO WORK tomorrow meaning tonight was my LAST SHIFT !!! yeah.. haha.. also means no more extra money.. =( nevermind.. sure dad n mum dun mind giving me a little just for the 5 weeks.. (right mummy daddy ???) hmm.. wonder if they still read this blog.. i know they read once or twice a few months ago..
the only thing i m afraid now is exceeding in the luggage weight.. haha..
o yar, peter from church offered to give me a lift to the airport !!!! good eh ? i was planning to take the bus initially (save money) but he insist after all he is free that day.. dun think too far.. he is jus my bible study leader.. so i dun have to rush like a mad dog after bio practical on tuesday.. i hav pract til 1pm and my flight is at 5pm. and i hav to reach airport two hours before.. if i take bus, i will have to leave house ealier since the bus ride is one hour approx.. actually it is really near.. but the traffic may be unpredictable.. so yupz..
just a little thing to share.. i was showering and i realised how much God has helped me over the past few days.. from small little things to bigger ones.. i 'm really thankful Lord.. jus like how i was worried how to pack the wine in my suitcase, making sure it doesnt break and stain my clothes.. and today when i was looking at my plastic container, i saw this keep-chill bag that can be used for wine.. and it was on discount.. haha.. so it is definately (hopefully) strong enuff to protect the wine.. =) and also, the wine that i anyhow buy a few days ago happened to be the one my dad wants.. he only told me last night what kind of wine he wants.. telepathy ? haha.. shh.. but he dont know that i bought a wine for him already.. o yar, did i tell you that i made a video for him for his birthday ? haha.. that was last week of november lar.. now summer session where got time to do such stuffs ? other than youtube-ing ? >.< haha..
shower song of the day: "Lord, You are always here with me..........."
LittLepiG-iO @ 8:05 PMi know it is finally down to TWO days but why do i still have this mixed feelings ?
yesterday afternoon, chatted with bro made me feel happy.. when he had to leave for lunch n some church rehearsal, i was soo disappointed.. then came along my cousin carpy.. i m soo greatful that she chatted with me til dinner time =) thx carpy =)
then after dinner, worked at creston again.. seriously, it is getting very sian..
after returning and taking a shower, i rushed to finish up the last 3/4 of my bio assignment and chatted online.. was soo happy to see bro again.. then came along mum.. then ally some time later.. it felt great chatting with you all.. and the happiness of going home is like ''this is what i have been waiting for !!!'' and when ally ask of my health, i was like i'm very very much better.. and seriously, i felt sooo much better (as of last night).. felt normal.. coz yesterday morning though my body had strength, i still felt like vomitting my very light breakfast out.. (then still have to work. crap)
but this morning, when i woke up, i wonder why i ain feeling that happy.. i mean, i was supposed to feel lighter and happier.. after eating breakfast and on the way to church, i felt uneasy again.. crap.
anyway, i m moving out of yarraton.. since they are gonna renovate, there will not be place for me to stay.. and since i need my total quiet to study, obviously this place is not the best ideal place to be doing so especially when the second half of summer is gonna be very xiong.. as in though in mugging sense.. so i'm gonna try this place call the kensington colleges.. it is in campus but the only thing is for summer, they only provide breakfast.. meaning i have to settle my own lunch n dinner.. it sounds easy (i thought so too..) then i realise, no stove how to cook properly ? haha.. but i dun think i will mind instant noodles for 5 weeks bah.. haha.. then i think i will quit working.. it is good pay but i m quite sick n tired of it.. no source of income for 5 weeks i guess..
speaking of this 5 weeks thing.. this is the thing that is giving me mixed feelings.. i really dont feel like returning to aussie land after i have gone back to spore.. haha.. i really miss my creston mates.. without them it doesnt feel nice to be studying here.. crap.. but you see, i 'm gonna be all alone at the kensington college for the 5 weeks.. not that i mind but.. since i will have internet in my room, i think should be no problem.. but 5 weeks away from home sounds terrible.. but then again, what is 5 weeks compared to 5 months that i have been here ? right right ? can someone assure me that ? pleaseeeee ???
i dont know.. it has been this that this that in my mind.. i lose my confidence every now and then.. but when i chat with you people, my beloved ones, i feel i am strong and i will strive to be even stronger for you guys.. haiz.. it is just soo irritating when i lose that confidence of myself..
going to do some shopping after lunch (now) and there is work later. crap again.
yesterday afternoon, chatted with bro made me feel happy.. when he had to leave for lunch n some church rehearsal, i was soo disappointed.. then came along my cousin carpy.. i m soo greatful that she chatted with me til dinner time =) thx carpy =)
then after dinner, worked at creston again.. seriously, it is getting very sian..
after returning and taking a shower, i rushed to finish up the last 3/4 of my bio assignment and chatted online.. was soo happy to see bro again.. then came along mum.. then ally some time later.. it felt great chatting with you all.. and the happiness of going home is like ''this is what i have been waiting for !!!'' and when ally ask of my health, i was like i'm very very much better.. and seriously, i felt sooo much better (as of last night).. felt normal.. coz yesterday morning though my body had strength, i still felt like vomitting my very light breakfast out.. (then still have to work. crap)
but this morning, when i woke up, i wonder why i ain feeling that happy.. i mean, i was supposed to feel lighter and happier.. after eating breakfast and on the way to church, i felt uneasy again.. crap.
anyway, i m moving out of yarraton.. since they are gonna renovate, there will not be place for me to stay.. and since i need my total quiet to study, obviously this place is not the best ideal place to be doing so especially when the second half of summer is gonna be very xiong.. as in though in mugging sense.. so i'm gonna try this place call the kensington colleges.. it is in campus but the only thing is for summer, they only provide breakfast.. meaning i have to settle my own lunch n dinner.. it sounds easy (i thought so too..) then i realise, no stove how to cook properly ? haha.. but i dun think i will mind instant noodles for 5 weeks bah.. haha.. then i think i will quit working.. it is good pay but i m quite sick n tired of it.. no source of income for 5 weeks i guess..
speaking of this 5 weeks thing.. this is the thing that is giving me mixed feelings.. i really dont feel like returning to aussie land after i have gone back to spore.. haha.. i really miss my creston mates.. without them it doesnt feel nice to be studying here.. crap.. but you see, i 'm gonna be all alone at the kensington college for the 5 weeks.. not that i mind but.. since i will have internet in my room, i think should be no problem.. but 5 weeks away from home sounds terrible.. but then again, what is 5 weeks compared to 5 months that i have been here ? right right ? can someone assure me that ? pleaseeeee ???
i dont know.. it has been this that this that in my mind.. i lose my confidence every now and then.. but when i chat with you people, my beloved ones, i feel i am strong and i will strive to be even stronger for you guys.. haiz.. it is just soo irritating when i lose that confidence of myself..
going to do some shopping after lunch (now) and there is work later. crap again.
LittLepiG-iO @ 9:14 AM* Friday, December 14, 2007 *
i cant believe in just four more days and i will be back in spore !!
i am glad that two of my exams are over but there is still an assignment to rush..
but yesterday was the worst day so far.. around dinner time, i felt extremely cold and had no appetite to eat but still forced myself to eat a little.. didnt think i could make it to creston to work, i reported sick and slept early at 7pm.. woke up at about 9pm to find my whole body in high heat.. aka high fever.. whole body was like immobile.. couldnt sit up.. only managed to doze off at about 11 plus.. then at 12am, suddenly woke up cause felt like puking.. i quickly made a dash for the toilet but wasnt it time so vomitted along the corridor.. haiz.. so had to mop up the mess, change pajamas etc.. and my whole body was energy-less.. felt soo terrible..
this morning my back was still acheing.. still no appetite but at least i could walk.. went for the mini exam in the morning.. brain was totally not thinking properly.. afterwhich, came back to rest.. but felt i need to take a walk so went for the second lecture.. boy did the lecture helped a bit.. managed to catch a wink or two.. haha.. then friends gave me panadol (i left my supply at creston).. in the afternoon, felt so more alive and mind seems to be working.. so i'm really much much better now just that appetite still a little screwed up..
tomorrow will be a tiring day since i will be covering all three shifts.. arg.. the assignment is driving me nuts !! haha..
i am glad that two of my exams are over but there is still an assignment to rush..
but yesterday was the worst day so far.. around dinner time, i felt extremely cold and had no appetite to eat but still forced myself to eat a little.. didnt think i could make it to creston to work, i reported sick and slept early at 7pm.. woke up at about 9pm to find my whole body in high heat.. aka high fever.. whole body was like immobile.. couldnt sit up.. only managed to doze off at about 11 plus.. then at 12am, suddenly woke up cause felt like puking.. i quickly made a dash for the toilet but wasnt it time so vomitted along the corridor.. haiz.. so had to mop up the mess, change pajamas etc.. and my whole body was energy-less.. felt soo terrible..
this morning my back was still acheing.. still no appetite but at least i could walk.. went for the mini exam in the morning.. brain was totally not thinking properly.. afterwhich, came back to rest.. but felt i need to take a walk so went for the second lecture.. boy did the lecture helped a bit.. managed to catch a wink or two.. haha.. then friends gave me panadol (i left my supply at creston).. in the afternoon, felt so more alive and mind seems to be working.. so i'm really much much better now just that appetite still a little screwed up..
tomorrow will be a tiring day since i will be covering all three shifts.. arg.. the assignment is driving me nuts !! haha..
LittLepiG-iO @ 6:01 PM* Friday, December 07, 2007 *
haiz..
last friday, i moved out of creston to yarraton since creston had some activities.. ever since last week, i hav been feeling extremely down.. the feeling was the same as the first week in aussie after my parents had left.. so i drowned myself in borrowing magazines n dvd from the community library and watch endless youtube at the uni main library.. well, one good news is that i hav finally watched finish the whole series of The X-Family.. bad is, i dont like my current room in yarraton.. since it faces the junction of the main road, noise from cars are endless.. including show-offs of sport cars.. actually, the cars i can stand but not the middle-of-night gangster sounds.. aka drunken teens.. also, there is no mosquito net so haiz.. my right arm alone has 20 bites.. each with an average of 8mm circumferences of redness.. to save you from the ''horror'', shant tell you how many there are on my legs and face.. it is pathetic.. i love creston now.. haha..
and i have to wake up early to do compulsory house-keeping at 7am.. after cleaning for half-an-hour, then can we have breakfast.. it is just part of their rule i guess.. as for the extra-work, it is at creston every evening.. i ain complaining but jus reporting my dull life..
summer classes started last week.. it is ok lar.. but cause it is summer session which is shorter, the classes are cram information kinda classes.. but i guess the only way for time to fly by faster is to concentrate and mug everyday.. yupz..
today, my results are out.. emailed to us.. i did pretty satisfactory except for one slight disappointment.. but i hav to tell myself.. i shouldnt ask for more.. this is what i deserve and that's it. fullstop. that's the problem with us humans, always asking for more or better stuffs.. never really appreciate.. but i shallll.. =)
today i feel so much more alive and not that sian coz i realised that approx just one more week of classses, and i am FLYing home !!!! and i think i definately would not feel like returning here.. haha.. i hope the week pass by fast.. cause there is tests and exams and assignments etc.. simply work hard and time will pass by fast =)
p.s. it took me awhile to blog coz i was feeling sooooo down during the past week and i didnt want to people to worry for me so i didnt share my sadness here.. seriously, i was sooo low in spirit.. even when my mum ask for my christmas list, i couldnt think of anything that i want.. just wanted to fly home immediately.. even the thought of christmas, the celebration, the happiness and the love, i just could not feel it coming.. or rather, i was not able to feel the joy that i used to feel the moment i hear the word ''christmas''..
last friday, i moved out of creston to yarraton since creston had some activities.. ever since last week, i hav been feeling extremely down.. the feeling was the same as the first week in aussie after my parents had left.. so i drowned myself in borrowing magazines n dvd from the community library and watch endless youtube at the uni main library.. well, one good news is that i hav finally watched finish the whole series of The X-Family.. bad is, i dont like my current room in yarraton.. since it faces the junction of the main road, noise from cars are endless.. including show-offs of sport cars.. actually, the cars i can stand but not the middle-of-night gangster sounds.. aka drunken teens.. also, there is no mosquito net so haiz.. my right arm alone has 20 bites.. each with an average of 8mm circumferences of redness.. to save you from the ''horror'', shant tell you how many there are on my legs and face.. it is pathetic.. i love creston now.. haha..
and i have to wake up early to do compulsory house-keeping at 7am.. after cleaning for half-an-hour, then can we have breakfast.. it is just part of their rule i guess.. as for the extra-work, it is at creston every evening.. i ain complaining but jus reporting my dull life..
summer classes started last week.. it is ok lar.. but cause it is summer session which is shorter, the classes are cram information kinda classes.. but i guess the only way for time to fly by faster is to concentrate and mug everyday.. yupz..
today, my results are out.. emailed to us.. i did pretty satisfactory except for one slight disappointment.. but i hav to tell myself.. i shouldnt ask for more.. this is what i deserve and that's it. fullstop. that's the problem with us humans, always asking for more or better stuffs.. never really appreciate.. but i shallll.. =)
today i feel so much more alive and not that sian coz i realised that approx just one more week of classses, and i am FLYing home !!!! and i think i definately would not feel like returning here.. haha.. i hope the week pass by fast.. cause there is tests and exams and assignments etc.. simply work hard and time will pass by fast =)
p.s. it took me awhile to blog coz i was feeling sooooo down during the past week and i didnt want to people to worry for me so i didnt share my sadness here.. seriously, i was sooo low in spirit.. even when my mum ask for my christmas list, i couldnt think of anything that i want.. just wanted to fly home immediately.. even the thought of christmas, the celebration, the happiness and the love, i just could not feel it coming.. or rather, i was not able to feel the joy that i used to feel the moment i hear the word ''christmas''..
LittLepiG-iO @ 11:39 AM