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* Monday, March 31, 2008 *
a lot has happened over the past week.. some good some bad..
i thought i hav already gotten over it but a fren emailed me and the feeling of being hurt just came flying back to me.. why must you do this to me ? why ? how many times have you let me down ? how many times have you hurt me unknowingly ? i really wish i could count.. but i never regretted putting so much effort for you in those particular four years because it was for the word friendship in exchange which was worth it.. o wellz.. i dont know what more can i say because afterall, i am nobody to you.. IT IS JUST ME.. ME AND MY WISHFUL THINKING.. ME AND MY CHILDISHNESS.. ME AND MY BOSSY CHARACTER.. and you never in the wrong.. or rather, you never bother to make things better.. you like the way things are.. coz it has nothing to do with you..
you know what ? why do i even bother writing a paragraph on this topic ? crap.
and thus, no matter how much good things has taken place, they are all overshadowed by the bad things..
dont say i have not blogged.. there you go, i have.. a crappy one in fact.
i thought i hav already gotten over it but a fren emailed me and the feeling of being hurt just came flying back to me.. why must you do this to me ? why ? how many times have you let me down ? how many times have you hurt me unknowingly ? i really wish i could count.. but i never regretted putting so much effort for you in those particular four years because it was for the word friendship in exchange which was worth it.. o wellz.. i dont know what more can i say because afterall, i am nobody to you.. IT IS JUST ME.. ME AND MY WISHFUL THINKING.. ME AND MY CHILDISHNESS.. ME AND MY BOSSY CHARACTER.. and you never in the wrong.. or rather, you never bother to make things better.. you like the way things are.. coz it has nothing to do with you..
you know what ? why do i even bother writing a paragraph on this topic ? crap.
and thus, no matter how much good things has taken place, they are all overshadowed by the bad things..
dont say i have not blogged.. there you go, i have.. a crappy one in fact.
LittLepiG-iO @ 1:50 PM* Thursday, March 20, 2008 *
woo.. it has been exactly one month since i last blogged.. opz..
during my break in spore, there were so much love and happiness such that the days passed by really quick.. wanna thank all the people who took precious time away from their busy life to spend time with me..
there was daddy & me day, mahjong sessions with family, marketing on saturdays, chef daddy day, day with cousins, dbsk day, 4A gathering at malcolm's bday chalet, mummy & me tai-tai day, k-box day with solomon knights (followed by ice-cream which made us 'drunk'), eat-all-you-can steamboat day (with huiting and jingsian. hey ! they had free flow of pig liver and crab and prawn !!), GAS day (at grace's house) etc.. of course there were slow days at home too.. spent time doing some gardening, watched yu le bai fen bai, nagging on small bro to do homework after school, after-dinner walks with mum and big bro, AND of course STAR WARS LEGO ON PS3 <- woo hoo..
those days were filled with happiness and love and positive feelings which you can never ask for more.. on saturday, it was a relaxing day.. went to shop at orchard in the morning, had high tea with mum and big bro, went home for some last minute packing, waited for small bro and daddy to return home, went to macpherson to eat frog porridge for dinner and made our way to the airport.. well, solomon knights popped out out of no where.. and it was really God's grace that we managed to meet coz i was jus about to enter the departure hall ! so we took the skytrain from terminal to terminal.. took really tourist type of photos.. haha.. but you see, when i am with them, i cant be bothered whether whatever we are doing is embarrassing or not..
so it was a night flight.. met up with kimberly at the airport (her flight was jus behind mine).. took the cab to creston.. felt so exhausted both physically and mentally.. hers was also a night flight from taiwan.. mentally coz we felt that we were not ready (or rather, quite unwilling) for a whole new semester to start..
the following day, class started.. uni is packed once more.. thursday, creston had formal dinner.. friday, kimberly made bubble tea for us.. yumm.. this monday, creston had the uni chancellor for the official opening ceremony.. so far, it has been busy and activities here and there..
a few days ago, i was feeling down.. i have no idea WHY i was soo bothered by it.. what do you feel when your close friend kinda didnt update you on certain thing and you only found out thru other people and blogs ? i mean, i know i am no one to that person but i thought we had this friendship to share ? maybe i was wrong.. maybe it has always been my wishful thinking.. but anyway, wish you all the best.. and i feel our friendship will never be the same again.. it will turn to avoidance <- if there is such a word.. (recently, inventing words is my new hobby..) actually, why should i feel affected ? i wonder.. do i take friendships toooo seriously ? or maybe i expect too much from friendships and maybe you are just NOT up to it.. (being bitchy here)
no but seriously, am i asking for too much ? whatever..
tomorrow is easter and it is when we commerate our Lord Saviour Jesus who died on the cross for us sinners.. so that we may be saved and have eternal life..
tomorrow, i will be going to church camp / retreat some 2 hour drive south.. it is really beautiful situated on a hill and overlooks the ocean.. i am sure it will be refreshing.. the retreat is from friday morning til monday evening.. so til then, take care people..
during my break in spore, there were so much love and happiness such that the days passed by really quick.. wanna thank all the people who took precious time away from their busy life to spend time with me..
there was daddy & me day, mahjong sessions with family, marketing on saturdays, chef daddy day,
those days were filled with happiness and love and positive feelings which you can never ask for more.. on saturday, it was a relaxing day.. went to shop at orchard in the morning, had high tea with mum and big bro, went home for some last minute packing, waited for small bro and daddy to return home, went to macpherson to eat frog porridge for dinner and made our way to the airport.. well, solomon knights popped out out of no where.. and it was really God's grace that we managed to meet coz i was jus about to enter the departure hall ! so we took the skytrain from terminal to terminal.. took really tourist type of photos.. haha.. but you see, when i am with them, i cant be bothered whether whatever we are doing is embarrassing or not..
so it was a night flight.. met up with kimberly at the airport (her flight was jus behind mine).. took the cab to creston.. felt so exhausted both physically and mentally.. hers was also a night flight from taiwan.. mentally coz we felt that we were not ready (or rather, quite unwilling) for a whole new semester to start..
the following day, class started.. uni is packed once more.. thursday, creston had formal dinner.. friday, kimberly made bubble tea for us.. yumm.. this monday, creston had the uni chancellor for the official opening ceremony.. so far, it has been busy and activities here and there..
a few days ago, i was feeling down.. i have no idea WHY i was soo bothered by it.. what do you feel when your close friend kinda didnt update you on certain thing and you only found out thru other people and blogs ? i mean, i know i am no one to that person but i thought we had this friendship to share ? maybe i was wrong.. maybe it has always been my wishful thinking.. but anyway, wish you all the best.. and i feel our friendship will never be the same again.. it will turn to avoidance <- if there is such a word.. (recently, inventing words is my new hobby..) actually, why should i feel affected ? i wonder.. do i take friendships toooo seriously ? or maybe i expect too much from friendships and maybe you are just NOT up to it.. (being bitchy here)
no but seriously, am i asking for too much ? whatever..
tomorrow is easter and it is when we commerate our Lord Saviour Jesus who died on the cross for us sinners.. so that we may be saved and have eternal life..
tomorrow, i will be going to church camp / retreat some 2 hour drive south.. it is really beautiful situated on a hill and overlooks the ocean.. i am sure it will be refreshing.. the retreat is from friday morning til monday evening.. so til then, take care people..
LittLepiG-iO @ 8:28 AM