now i know why it is always the girl who is incapable of letting go of a relationship.. i guess girls get emotionally attached easily ? well, in the past, i simply labelled the girl as a weakling..

have you seen Big Bang's "Last Farewell" MV ?

i was like the guy.. having two identities.. but in terms of feelings, i was like the girl.. "cant get over it"..

the old prideful sharon would have said to the new sharon "you should have known better"..

o yes now i do.. and at least there is a close to the chapter..

anyway with the heavy workload, i have long been back to normal =)